The buyer came this evening with the last payment on the bike that he fired up to a full throttle and roared out of the driveway into the sunset. I'm never gonna see that bike again and I'm saying inside; what have I done? But that's the way it's gonna have to be on account I won't be doing any riding anymore especially to Sungai Bakap now that I don't have a reason to be out of the house on a bike riding at 180 kph for the heck of it. But every part of me kinda miss the thing I used to love very much when love was a game of missing and thinking and imagining and daydreaming. Now that there's no need to miss and think and imagine and daydream anymore, there's really nothing much to do except sit around and watch the missus going about the house arranging and re-arranging things.

Next week we're taking the 4WD through the back roads. I've got it all planned out. The route. The hotel. Laundry rotation. Re-fuelling stops. And stuff like that. I hope she's gonna like the experience of doing something like this.